To Whom it May Concern,
I'm really mad at you right now. I cannot believe that you could be such a great person and then take people's feelings so much for granted. I cried. She was hurt. At least for her sake - you could have done something at least for her sake. But neither of you did. Though your offenses were slightly different, both were an equal slap to the face, twists of the knife. I can't believe it. Why? You act like perfect gentlemen, but then your words and actions change when it matters most, and you make two young women feel like dirt. If both of you would have just opened your eyes and done something, we both could have been saved a lot of hurting. And you two would have had a great time. But no. We feel like dirt. And it's going to bug me for quite a while. It's going to nag at me, because I simply don't understand why. She and I did everything we could, but because two guys decided that they didn't really care, they'd go and leave us wondering. Why? I don't understand! How can you just do that to someone? Murdering in cold blood their hopes, and even most of their self-esteem. Maybe she doesn't feel so bad about it, but this was something I was relying upon. You two were people I was relying upon. Apperantly, I'm just not the kind of person...never mind. I wish I understood. I don't like being angry.
The Orange
3 comments:
i'm sorry.
Hey, don't worry about it. I get over most things pretty quickly. Some things...no, but this one was pretty quick for me. I'm not angry anymore :D Thanks, though. It's always nice to talk and to have someone listen
Ichk, maybe I should just stop reading so many blogs today or something. This is depressing blog #6 all consecutively. There's so much to be happy and thankful over, yet it's nowhere to be found among words of, it seems like most, blogs. I hate it when people feel this way, because I'll see all of you at school and then it's like a completely different person writing these blogs. Have you talked to these poor ignorant individuals? If anyone ever has a problem with me I would hope they share their feelings with me, because pent up emotions do no one any good. I've observed that talking to people about your problem with them can relieve much sadness and stress as well as better the other person if they're really the gentlemen that is/was claimed. Good luck.
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