Gah! I keep trying to write, but it won't come out. I would be at 200 posts by now if not for all the times I tried to write, but had second thoughts. Maybe that's good. I don't know what emotion I should be having...ha should. What emotion AM I having? I have no idea. Pick a subject, and maybe then I can tell you my feelings on it. Maybe not, though. There are so many facets to each situation. Things are getting better and worse at the same time.